Organization

04/12/2021 Nilson Lattari

I imagine we can organize ideas while our thoughts wander through our imagination to find a lot of situations in our past. Then, we can renew old memories placed in illuminated, polished and bright rooms, and they come from the past to the present. We can imagine how the past would be if we had addressed it in a different way.
In private places of our mind, we keep our dreams on a special shelf above others. To see it, we need to stand on tiptoe, to hang on to fiction, to get out of reality, and to sustain ourselves by clouds. It’s like being on a rocking chair in a park, to read a book in a sunny yard, to listen to birds singing and to see small animals looking for food, calm and quiet.
Memories are our small paradises. The region where nothing will happen with us. Places where we always return to visit them like a book that we read several times and consult it as well. Required reading during our hard moments when the reality is an event ready to happen.
Memories are close to our hands. We revive previous adventures, successful or not. Situations that warn us about the next dangers or opportunities which we will face; the horse that passes close to us, and we give up on it. Lessons that teach us.
In these memories, we have a saloon where we have parties and are kings. Adventures that we lived before and events that we can change their endings. They are enemies, ex-lovers or friends; the land where our memories achieve success.
Sometimes, memories are in a hidden, duty and unforgiving store or are too big to be inside it. A locker that we keep away from the world. Maybe a door hiding protected secrets that don’t represent us and continue to exist. One word we said or a bad behaviour at the wrong time to bring us shame, which hurts our pride, and we don’t wish to revisit.
Secrets are in the basements of our thoughts. Opened sin,m away from the world.
Sometimes, dark rooms without natural light are illuminated with a shade or poor light to try to colour our mistakes in black and white. Due to our inability to correct them.
The rooms of our mind have a light and some hidden and forbidden places that we avoid going to. Other rooms are illuminated by daylight. How to organize such differences, remarkable marks of our personalities? How to organize everything in its place, to recover our debts?
How can we polish and shine things we don’t wish to reveal? How can we bring them to the surface to clarify our ideas and benefit our minds to prepare them for news engagements?
These are the questions without answers that we add during our existence. They reveal why we will always be human beings.